this... happened when i went to korea to study. here, i have no friends. i also found it hard to get used to this new environment.
bausch & lomb colored contacts, but it doesn't matter. i'll be home in 2 years anyway. until one day... on my way home,
i met these unemployed youths. they looked at me with dishonesty. don't run. we won't do anything to you. are you new here? what's your name? it's bambam. i'm j amea. that's bank, and this is p tor. if you need help anytime, just tell me.
not sure why, but i feel an indescribable sense of warmth. i felt as though i belonged in this place. but in the end, i faced the true reality. aish. sorry. they are the school gangsters. there is 6 people.
the scariest one is... their leader. just by looking at his face, i shiver in fear. yah. this new students looks kinda fake, huh. what's in here? wow, a bookworm huh. use it to get a cab.
who bullied you? who did it? it's nothing, senior. with me, no one will dare to bully you. erm... thanks, senior. but i'm afraid i can't join you. my mother sent me here to study. i want to study well.
if my mother knows of this, she'll be very sad. nevertheless, thank you, senior. then you be careful. don't be bullied easily. okay. at that time, i genuinely thought that...
if my glasses are spoilt, then i'll just get a new one. whoever bullies me, i'll just try to avoid them. this way, then it'll be no issue, right? hey. it's still not too late if you want to change your mind. you must be strong. being weak will not help. you'll get bullied for being kind.
p tor also got bullied when he first came here. when the two of us just came, it was also p tor who helped us. from then on, nobody dared to bully us ever again. i admire them for defending themselves like that. i also want to be like that. but i don't dare to. what?
where did mark go? i saw him just now. oh, is that so? this person... is the one who gave me the band-aid that day. can you speak korean? a... a little bit. me too. he told me
that here, we need to know how to protect ourselves to ensure our safety. hey! can i come along? if we don't want to be bullied, it's either we keep fighting back, or join a gang. i'm very lucky to always have people help me. your parents sent you here to study and gain knowledge. not to fight.
if you want to become a criminal, then quit school. understand? i keep avoiding them. i don't want to get into trouble. but that will not always go as planned. sorry, okay? shall we be friends? i used to have a friend but not long later, i found out that he betrayed me.
that's why i no longer trust anyone anymore. betrayers dig their own grave. what is it? were you bullied again? tonight i'm returning to thailand already. the school expelled me. they made me return home.
i'm here to tell you to take care of yourself. i'm very lucky that there's always people who lend me a helping hand. but i did not have any change because of that. i'm dejected.
those who helped me even to this day made me realise that i have to pull myself together. i cannot be like how i used to be.
